God will take care of us, he always does

Mom went in last week to get her other side of her thyroid taken out. She did very good. Good news is the results came back and there was no cancer in that side. God answered a prayer. We are very blessed. She now has to go on a iodine diet for 7 to 10 days. You don't realize how much stuff has iodine in it. She can only eat 5 oz of meat a day. She said she will be in a horrible mood cause she can't eat anything. Then she goes in for outpatient to get her radiation pill. The reason she has to go on that type of diet is cause the radiation pill loves iodine and if her body is starved of it then it will go straight to the source. Then after that she has to get a body scan to make sure cancer is not anywhere else and then she will start her thyroid meds. Then she will be in the clear with lots of medical bills which she is very stressed over. But I know God got her through this and he will get her through that.

I went to my primary care doctor last wesenday cause bj kept telling me I needed to go get a physical since I have never recieved one before. Well I went and the doctor told me my aorta is very prominant in my stomach. So I had to go get an ultrasound and haven't recived the results back in yet.

Well me and bj have been trying to have a baby for almost a year now. Well I got off the pill last april. I was on the pill for seven years and had a period every month. Well I was irrigular before i got put on the pill. Now that i got off the pill I do not have a period. My OBGYN told me to wait 9 months to see if I start on my own. I finally did at 9 months and the dr. said I should be good to go. Well now it is day 59 and nothing. Took test and negative. Called dr. and he told me to wait 90 days and if nothing then he will give me something to make me start and then start me on fertility drugs. Well we have a long road ahead of us. It is very hard to be patient and wait when we both really want this. I now God is in control and he knows what is best for us. We just have to let God do his work in us and it will happen when God wants it to happen. Just keep us in your prayers please. I will let yall know when I head back to the dr. in april.

Since I have been so stressed out bj did something really nice for me to just relax. I got home on a friday night after work and he closed my eyes and walked me to our bedroom. He told me what I needed to wear was hanging on the door. It was my dress that I wore going away from our wedding. When I was getting ready he made me a margarita. Then when I was ready he walked me out to a candle lit dinner with an appitizer in the middle of the table. The lights were all dimmed. He had chilled wine in the middle of the table. When we sat down to eat he put music on to play in the background. He made a new receipe called chicken tofe. It was chicken theighs with bacon wrapped around and cream of chicken, sour cream, cream cheese on top served on a bed of rice, with green beans. He did so good. It made me cry. He is some pics of what we have been doing in the beginning of 2010.